24 hours from now, I'm scheduled for a c-section. Chances of hospital being on time? Hmm...slim to none, but let's pretend. 24 hours left of being a one child family.
I've been ready for the pregnancy part to be over for awhile. Now? The ideas of adding an infant onto our already busy lives with a 2 year old is scaring the crap out of me all of a sudden.
Biggest worries? (some of which are dumb I know)
*Bath/Bedtime- how do you do this with 2 kids??
*Having to leave the house with 2 kids and 1 adult. OMG. I'm outnumbered.
*Making sure Dexter gets enough attention. I'm totally freaked out about this. He's been my only baby for over 2 years...He rarely cries. I'm envisioning him being in tears a lot. That kills me.
So what do I do when these thoughts creep up? I try and think about the good stuff we're looking forward to. More kisses and hugs. Dexter loving on girl baby...whose name he can say! Being a family of four.
Seriously though. I'm in disbelief that in 24 hours we will have 2 children.
Hold me.
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